i need time. but i dont know why. lol. nuts. zoom
zoom zoom! i' m here to blog again(:
was chatt-ing with dorooo on msn. well, i totally agree with what she told me. but well, i still dont know what wrong with me. it's a weird kind of feeling. i really wanted to change to a better person. a person who people will be proud of, and God will be proud of. but somehow, i felt un-appreciated, and this feeling is getting stronger. but someone told me this: people focus on our weakness but God focus on our strength. praise God !
well, something happened ytd that really make me feel sad and is causing me to have alot of negative thoughts. its really quite...heartbreaking? to have someone close to you to be disappointed with you. i dont want to be a disappointment to anyone. be it at home, church or minstery. really thanks to those who cheer me up ytd (: ! i appreciate it alot alot. (: its really good to have people around that is willing to listen (:
i believe that God love me and he have a wonderful plan for me (:: zoom zoom
zoom zoom (: ~.~!
its raining now.and i'm cold.haha random. service was great as usual and so was the evangelism class. really learnt alot (: went for street evangelism after the class,and it was truly amazing !out of the 4 people we asked, 1 convert ! praise God (: and the other 3 are christian tooo ! wow. haha
there're many things for me to blog. but somehow my mind is in a blank now -.- nuts
Zoom zoom.
finally, it seems like forever for my papers to end ~.~left with science multiple choice on next tuesday. So~ ~ ~ ITS TIME TO RELAX AND PLAY !
i been living like a vampire/zombie these few days.
studying till 1am everyday and wake up in the morning at 5 am plus ~.~
i think this badly affected my immune system. i been getting giddy, feeling sick and always feel
very ' dead'. but my mum told me is because i am too stress ~.~
exam periods always make me think alot. and 0levels is not a exception.
but the weird thing is, i have all the solutions to all the problems i think.
but yet, i am not willing to apply it, and in fact, i'm trying to avoid. its seems
confusing, but its not. ~.~ zoom !
there alot of things that i want to type, but i chose not to.
cause i dont want people to question me or keep showing me concern
when they see my post. you might ask, ' why not, it nice to have people
concerning you' but the problem is, i dont like that. and in a certain way, i hate that
kind of feelings. its kind of annoying. but that doesnt mean that i dont like
the people around me. haha. sound confusing again. ~.~ zooom
zooom. jo told me i been rather bad to her. she said when she came near to me,
i ask her to go away. ~.~ but i dont remember myself doing that ~.~ haha,
maybe my bad temper return to me without me knowing. that why i scold jo
unconsiously. ~.~
catch sing to the dawn ytd. quite a nice show (: but the way the characters move is kind of weird ~.~ and i think kids love that movie. there was like 4 kids watching in the cinema with their parents. ~.~ haha. zooom zoooom
i been awake since 6am plus. i think my body is used to waking up early -.-!
hello anyone out there (:
had a new blog again. dont know why but i love changing blog. haha
hmm, i wonder how long will it take me to change another blog again.
haha. i m getting lame here (:
i cant wait for 0 levels to end even though today is just the first day -.-
been burning midnight oil for my chem paper. and thank GOD, the chem paper
was not that hard. managble (: it the first time that i can do the whole paper.
but physics will be a total disaster -.- i can predict that ):
oh before i forget, thanks xman ! for helping me with this blog (:
maybe i will blog again tml, or maybe tml tml. (:
anyway, i be taking 2 english papers tml and my whole exam will end at ard 7pm -.-
that kind of late -.- hahha. i realised for these past few days, i been grumbling and complaining a lot and alot. i had no idea why toooo :)